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For my entire life, I've been persecuted by God for speaking the truth. I grew up in a very religious family. My grandparents were Christian missionaries. They worked in Africa. As a child, I rejected a heavily pushed religious indoctrination. I was silenced for asking too many questions about Christianity which made my parents uncomfortable. I challenged the truth of many bible stories and Christian beliefs. This silencing had massive impacts on my development, health, and communication skills.
As an adult, I've experienced many different spiritual or energetic attacks. The first major one is described in my Health Hiccup. While the symptoms of these attacks are attributed to bipolar disorder, there are many flaws in this categorisation:
Some behaviours and actions may tick the boxes of bipolar disorder, but bipolar disorder fails to explain a myriad of other behaviours, events, and truthful experiences which occur during an attack.
Western psychiatry uses a system based on the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorder (DSM5) to categorise patients and prescribe medication. As Bessel van der Kolk describes in his book, The Body Keeps the Score, the creators of the DSM specifically stated that the DSM must not be used for diagnosing patients or dispensing medications. The DSM has become a legal corrupt-and-greedy cash grab by pharmaceutical companies and the insurance industries. These companies profit from labelling anybody with a DSM categorised mental health condition. Bessel is a senior psychiatrist. Bessel played an important role in the introduction of lithium to treat depression/bipolar in the United States.
As a result of a DSM diagnosis and medication prescription, a patient is typically put on long term medications which will typically only treat some symptoms and do not fix the root cause of the illness. These medications will also cause side effects. These medications can rob an individual of their life. As an example, I was once treated with a medication called Olanzapine. I will write more on Olanzapine but I consider it one of the most dangerous drugs on the planet.
The mental health system often attracts doctors with their own medical health conditions. They seek to learn more about their own condition and mental health as a whole. This is a case of the blind, leading the blind. People with psychiatric vulnerabilities are being used to diagnose and treat others. As a recent example in 2025, I received treatment from a nurse with a known mental health condition dispensing medications. I witnessed the nurse make a 6ft man appear in far worse condition than a paralytic drunk. I helped him reach the floor safely multiple times. If I hadn't supported him, he would have collapsed and fallen. He likely would have incurred significant injury such as a head wound. Modern psychiatry is a mental health problem. The nurse had accidentally massively overdosed the patient. It's incredibly dangerous. It results in poor diagnosis and poor treatments to patients.
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